Got my IMF uniform today!
It's pink and grey. Actually it doesn't look too bad.
I feared the worst, but I guess I should give them some credit.

Brother Malcolm gave me 2 free movie passes which were expiring so I used it today. Nobody was free to watch the movies with me.
So I caught...
The Lakehouse
and The Fast and Furious-Tokyo Drift- Alone.
Wasn't too bad I guess. Just that, I had no one to lean on or rant & rave the movie about.

The Lakehouse was marvellous, with darling Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock! My favourite duo. I love movies that show stuff like love can withstand the test of time or distance. And that people who are destined to be together finally do find each other. Makes me go all sappy and soft-hearted. sniff* sniff*
I love happy endings too:)

Tokyo Drift has a lot of hot wheels in it. And hot guys look hotter behind the wheels. I was gripping the seat for my dear life . The fast turns and drifting whoa... it's as good as it gets. Reminds me of the Legend of Speed .
And Lucas Black looks so cute when he winks and when he has that bad-ass look of his!;)







Lucas Black for U only!

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

Went out with April last night to Bedok's pasar malam.
And bought this Disney edition puzzle for $4.
The quality is below average and there's little 'ant-like' insects crawling in it. SO I -squaSH! ew...I know. and they are microscopic!
But because I love the picture...
I will complete it.
Spent half the morning trying to piece it together.

*maybe when I'm richer I'll buy a better quality version from a proper jigsaw shop*-on my wishlist -hint-hint

Went back to work at Sizzler after so many months!
The joy of serving people is still so satisfying:)

it makes all the other unpleasant things insignificant like:

the NEW manager who has to put up a notice saying

" please wipe the table after clearing the plates",

to me it shows that the staff( all of us have been with Sizzler for so long) has no initiative at all to clean the table? I feel insulted!

the normal aches on the legs after standing and running about.

sweaty and oily feeling after a hard days' work.

Through it all we make a good team at Sizzler offering the best service for customers:D

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

Took a taxi to church cause' we were running late.
The taxi driver was so nice and gave me the Singapore Tatler magazine coz' I was reading it. His exact words were " If you want it you can have it la. take it!"
Curiousity in me couldn't resist taking a look at what sort of magazines the RICH in Singapore read. haha!
Shall attempt to analyse it.
Singapore Tatler afterall isn't the sort of magazine I'd buy off the shelves. It is meant for the high society class in Singapore and it costs $8! that's equivalent to a movie ticket!
People who have too much money and spend their nights going for balls, gala parties, anniversaries and having their pictures taken.
About 20 pages are dedicated to photos of people who attended these events.
A lot of flamboyant and flowery language is used in the magazine.
Paper quality is very good. This makes the magazine heavier and bulkier.

The main contents:

Wine
Dining out
People
Fashion & acessories
Great escapes
The Arts
Business
Socialbite

at 200 pages I guess it's quite a substantial magazine.

I've noticed a similarity amongst all the pictures taken at the parties. All of them look good and have the same shiny white smiles:D
And their outfits probably cost more than 1 year of my allowance!

The fashion models are caucasians.
Why?
Does it make the branded clothes look more sophisticated?
What is wrong with our Asian models?

Do you recall the lawsuit between Singapore Tatler and Prestige over who was voted as the most read amongst the high society in Singapore?

I'd like to get my hands on Prestige to have a balanced view on which magazine is more readable.
But then again what fun would there be without rivalry?

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

A Tribute to my Group members during the Amazing Race yesterday...

Group #44 comprised of

The SAF guys: our OLDER brothers
Rafili aka Rough
Dun Rui

The Chai Lai Angels
Irene
Kelly
Geraldine

The guy in pink who is an excellent runner
Moses

Desiree & Roselyn the inseparable 2.

and me:)

a total of 9 of us!
This number soon had special significance to us!

It was an awesome team, wouldn't trade any of them for the world.
Very Enthusiastic, Fun & Funny lot!

Rough and Dun Rui became our default leaders and ICs & they led the team well -made sure no one was left behind or got lost.

But alas' I LOST the map when it dropped out of my bag!!
I felt so, SO, sO bad...I'm so careless. SIGH. I ran back with Moses and Rough to find it but no such luck, it was LOST- gone.*poof!
But in the end, being the nice, forgiving Group they were, we continued on valiantly.
I thank them for that!

We ate KFC at B2 of the Esplanade, the air-con felt like bliss on our sweaty selves. haha! and KFC 2-piece chicken has never tasted so good before. (*here I must admit I'm not a big fan of fast-food besides long john silver)

At least we had fun.
Besides, we're going to work with each other as IDOs
(information desk officers) during the IMF period at Changi airport, T2.

I felt so sad when it all ended back at Oriental hotel, when we had to go our separate ways, no matter! we'll definitely visit our SAF friends at the budget terminal!

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

Finally caught up with some movies,
Hellboy and Nanny McPhee.

and
got started reading again.
Almost French is a lovely non-fiction book based on a freelance Australian journalist- Sarah Turnbull's life in France.
She got to know a charming french guy, Frederic and decided to move there. The lucky girl, he cooked splendid dinners for her. She dined at lil' cafes, ate cheese and wine. Visited the Lourve museum! He brought her for lots of social events like cocktail parties and dinners. Most which she just became an armchair because communication was quite a barrier and the culture is different.
In the end she decided to stay on in France which is a really brave thing to do, since she didn't have a job.
It doesn't just paint the nice, rosy picture beacause in reality it's not about getting swooped away romanced by some charming french guy.
Ah-yes. But I do believe it has a happy ending... later:)

Things I've learnt...
French people are exceptionally affectionate!
Two-pecks on the cheek and such. ma petite, ma poulette
French are proud of their heritage and language,
I love the way it's spoken, so poetic and beautiful.
They are Arty people.
Their meals are eaten in moderate portions and they lay their tables!
that's the good stuff.
the not so nice stuff I shall refrain from mentioning....

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

I need to whine...
SO here I go.

The COsta Sands resort people have NOT been helpful.
Call them and they don't pick up!
I swear I'm never booking chalets from them again!

I'm stuck at home. YUshaa's having dinner with her parents.
SO its me and Maggi mee. Oh wells.

It is humid and hot, don't you just adore the Singapore weather!

It've FINISHED my exams, MMR paper was a killer!
To TOP is all off...
I've got 2 blisters on both feet on the little toe!
An irritable bubble that I so wanna burst. You know how the fluid forms up to protect your flesh from further abrasions.
Yep, thanks to the new pair of converse shoes.

1 ant bite. I got it while crossing across the grass to catch the bus. Next thing I knew I felt a painful sting & there was the huge black ant on my FOOT! I swiped it off & it attempted to bite my hand! Get OFF! ew..*shudders

My F-E-E-T! You poor things and tomorrow I shall abuse you further by tracking round Singapore for the Amazing Race:(

I'm feeling very-VERY irritable now.
Going to take a COLD shower.
:(

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

Was at TP's library Studying. They have nice library alright. And nice books too.Cosy environment and project rooms to study in. Oooh! I do wish that I was studying there. It has such a nice atmosphere. Everything's so green and new. Food's pretty good. The stall holders are real friendly too.

Borrowed, Almost French by Sarah Turnbull. It's a travel memoir about how a Sydney girl moved to France. Can't wait to read it!

Snacking in the library with April, Jesher, Louisa, Jem and Terrance and the sister. *munch munch!
oOps here comes the security guard.
*scrambles to hide the food.
hahaha! it was so funny.

Later on, April's mum cooked the Wonderful spaghetti. Hungry people who haven't eaten in a while, gobbled everything up. Thank you for the * burp delicious meal April! Love ya!~

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

On a lighter note...

I'm spending way too much everyday. Even when I'm not working.
CONTROL! exercise self-control Phoebs.
Do not tempt me to going down to Orchard Road or shopping districts.

Jem, no more TCC. Plush seats and nice ambience is nice.
But I can do without it for now... till I start working again.
Money creates lots of problems and headaches.
I should live a lil' but knowing how hard it is to come by and earn it, allows me to truly appreciate the value.
Do not attempt to sway me otherwise.

Looking forward to chalet at Downtown east with the GIRLs!

& an 'educational' movie courtesy of Andrew.

Super-ex girlfriend is a SUPer-duper hilairious movie.
Nearly peed in my pants laughing.
Warning: movie could cause shortness or breaths and un-ladylike laughing fits.

Recommended just for laughs. Quite original and funny.
Uma Thurman sure kicks some butt!

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

Sometimes it feels that half my life I'm living a lie. Who do I deceive but myself? As Jem puts it appropriately 'we are just suppressing negative aspects of human nature that is already inherent in us'. It's like the hideous aspects that threaten to rear its ugly head.
Instinctively, I would calculate the benefits I would get out of a situation even if I didn't want to do it. I am a YES-man I don't deny. I find it hard to turn people down and I hate myself for saying No.
Society dicatates proper decorum thus, it is innate nature that I should behave in a certain manner no?

The bigger question is why?
Is this deceit making or lives a lil' bearable? or is it just creating a plastic facade that is meant to please and placate people?

Human beings are such complex creatures with many needs and desires that seem endless. That I believe is the root of all evil. The need for power feeds the evil in mankind. It will one day lead to the destruction or is already in process as can be seen around the world.

It greatly bothers and saddens me.
Hope and salvation seems a distant and foolish thought.
Is it possible?

Delving deeper would mean studying the profound aspects of Anthropology and psychology.

....

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

He's like bouncing all over the place. It's scary. He just climbs, tumbles and somersaults like nobody's business. He should be an acrobat with Cirque de Soeil or something.

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

I'm sure it meant keep your rubbish.
haha!


















Somehow this sign looks really wrong.
Okay fine. It's refueling service for the handicapped.
what else could it be?

SIGNS can be MIS-read. Seriously.
http://www.darrenbarefoot.com/hall/index.html
as I found out!






















Whoa. This is a pretty cool website I found.

http://www.newspad.co.uk/Go/News/lateststories/bridgefive.htm

Check out the bridge!

It's collapsable!
A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!
Haha!

OM test today wasn't too bad. I think I'll score better this time round.
Memorised most of the stuff and it came out.
Yay. feeels good.

Think I shall reward myself with a movie!
Ha. One LAST paper to GO!!

Off to watch My Super-ex girlfriend at Cathay with Jem!
Ta!~

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

Here's my favourite version of Kiss me.
by Sixpence none the richer.haha.
I wonder what's that clip on the guitar called...

She's really good! I wanna play just like that.

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

My house is beginning to feel like a pet store!!
Newest addition to the Tampines household is Cookie a Schnauzer! Dark grey coating. She is currently residing beside the dinning table and the washing machine. Unleashed but trapped within the confines of a cage. Poor dog. What could be worse?
Leashed up like Kiki the resident Jack Russel or behind bars?
I can't imagine.

Good NEWS Jack Russel Lovers or DOGGY lovers!
My Jack Russel- Kiki is up for adoption!
We will miss this lovable, fun-loving, cute dog.
He is not very fussy, eats almost anything(though we prefer to feed him with dry dog food)
Preferred home would be with a kind person who lives in a bungalow with a garden for him to run around.
Interested parties may tag me or call me for more enquires!
Good Day!:)

There's this amazing shop called DASIO at IMM.
I discovered it by chance though I've heard of it.
Wait till you actually see it!
It's got everything under the sun. It like a dry SUPERmarket selling mostly Japanese products for just $2.
The cheapo and bargain-lover in me couldn't resist spending an hour looking at all the items, even then I didn't cover the entire space- YUP it's that huge!
Good news is that there's a branch opening at Plaza Singapura in Sep! & one more at the new Vivo City, so that means it'll be so accessible.
I didn't leave empty-handed: bought some envelopes and nice writing stationery and some nose-snot-absorbers (these come in handy when you're having a runny nose that refuses to stop. stuff this spongy cylindrical shape thing up your nostril and viola instant relief!) have yet to try it though!

The teriyaki chicken at Mos burger Bugis is horrible. Utter disappointment. Fortunately, the Ultimate hazelnut frappe at TCC was pretty good! Didn't study, haha, but chatted with Jeremy for hours.

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

Exams. Exams. Rotten papers! :(

Finally the weekend is here!
TGIF!

Let me take a breath of fresh air! No musty books. Florescent light(table lamp) glaring at me for a few hours.

!Updates!

I went to the NLB book fair at Expo last Sunday.
Went early like 9am in the morning. No crowd yet. Phew.
I bought:
Dance magazines!! ($5 for a pack of 10)
Book about New York
Perspectives of Art (for Weixin a dear friend studying at NAFA)
2 Kiddie books (for Glenda & Gerard-my fav. lil' kiddos)
Short stories of unicorns (bought it at whim!)
Yoga for everyone (DIY!)


Luckily, I brought a haversack. I lugged the books home happily. haha!!

Study week... I drank a lot of TEA!
Not coffee or red bull.

Jeremy and I crashed the Polar Cafe at the airport and discovered the lovely fruit teas that they have. The Dilmah brand!! I love the Blackcurrant tea but I checked the marketplace and they only have Lychee.

why-OH-why?

So I satisfied myself with the Lipton- Cranberry, Rasberry, Strawberry tea which really isn't too bad! It smells heavenly of berries! Tastes a lil' like Ribena, but of course WAY better.

I Love T-E-A.

AND more....

Everyone- dearest readers and friends please Vote for my favourite entreprenuer at this website:
Register to vote at:
http://www1.soe.org.sg/soevote/public/registerlogin.php

You can take a look at the interview and pictures!!

http://www1.soe.org.sg/soevote/public/nomineedetail06.php?nid=622

I intereviewed the founder of Zed & Zee a gift retail shop and they are really nice people! Please vote for them!!

Support Zed and Zee under U-Z MR Wong Yoke Siew & Linda Loh!
I know I'm biased but it's a Free country.. haha!

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

The next movie I wanna catch...
is .... Sophie Scholl- The final days.

Synopsis extracted from the GV website:
The true story of Germany's most famous anti-Nazi heroine. As Hitler continues to wage war across Europe, a group of college students mount an underground resistance movement in Munich. Dedicated expressly to the downfall of the monolithic Third Reich war machine, they call themselves the White Rose. One of its few female members, Sophie Scholl is captured during a dangerous mission to distribute pamphlets on campus with her brother Hans. Unwavering in her convictions and loyalty to the White Rose, her cross-examination by the Gestapo quickly escalates into a searing test of wills as Scholl delivers a passionate call to freedom and personal responsibility that is both haunting and timeless.

It's filmed in German.120mins.

She's one of those war heroines that truly inspire.

I wanna watch!

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

I Love Changi airport! -did I ever mention this?

For Jeremy's knowledge...

INSEAD is a top-tier business school with campuses located in Fontainebleau- Paris and Singapore (near Bouna Vista!). INSEAD was founded in 1957 as a privately funded, independent European business school. As of June 2005, the school has 144 faculty members who teach 870 MBA students, 6,400 executives and 71 Ph.D. students from over 75 countries on two campuses.

The famous & important people who have graduated from this prestigious school...

CEO of Unilever
CEO of The Economist Group
ex-CEO L'Oreal
CEO & President of Eastman Kodak
CEO Microsoft Russia
CEO of Alfred Dunhill Ltd

Yep top-notch brains go in there alright;)

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

Caught Din and Tonic at Hilton Hotel. Funny lot of smart, witty, dashing singers. Suddenly, white bows and tailcoats looks really good.So swayed was I, that I bought the album- The Dins and chatted with Rowan, majoring in Anthropology. Got their autographs! whooppee!

Soon after left to buy a black pair of soft shoes at Golden landmark for Street jazz class which I signed up for at the CC the day before.

Then met Yushaa, Jeremy and Elina to watch fireworks at the Esplanade. Fireworks were imported from Italy, beautiful really... for 15mins I was dazzled by the fireworks and blocked by plams trees, it was really crowded.

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

Rapture @ the Esplanade was really smooth. The dancing was groovy though most were modern pieces. The SAJC dancers are really a talented lot. I hope maybe one day I'll be able to dance like that. * dreams wistfully...

Watched RENT with the sometimes annoying but still lovable sister who eats more than ME!
I've been wanting to catch the movie for a long time... It did NOT disappoint thankfully.

The actors and actress sing really well. In harmony... blissfully music to my ears.
My favourite soundtracks are the first song: Seasons of Love and the tango Maureen.
It's a really quirky movie that's touching and beautiful.
I'm sure it lived up to the original broadway musical.

I'll watch it over and over again...

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

This is what I got from a forward e-mail so as a May baby... I'm supposedly...

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated... Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain)... Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.

...hmmm...maybe there is some truth to it after all...

And YOU??

Jan
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.

Feb
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive... Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered... Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

April
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.

May
Read above!

June
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner... a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

September
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

October
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

Novemeber
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

December
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

The MMR report is F-I-N-A-L-L-Y done! My biological clock is haywired I think. At night, don't sleeep. In the day, nap for a few hours. Amazing. Yet, I still walk straight. Haven't formally attended classes for 3 whole days. ha! A record-breaker for me yet! To those unaware, I never skip classes unless absolutely necessary, which I felt was worth it.

Yushaa and Bob, we did IT! I'm sure we impressed the socks of Ms Tan Peng Peng with our presentation. Buttermilk cornbread muffins rock! haha!:) My Southern accent is needs improvement...hehe...

Doing MMR was actually good bonding session with the girls at Lydia's house. Frequenting the Starbucks, taking the LRT. It's all become too routine. I even smiled at Lydia's security guard. Yes, I've gone bonkers!

Going to watch the SAJC dance performance with Joceilyn and Tiff at the Esplanade tonighT! Can't wait!:D
Then meeting the best friends for updates!

Dreaming of a new day ahead!;
Just making my way through the crowd

Phoebe. Phoebs.
whichever, I don't mind.
Just don't mangle my name;)
Blur.Eccentric.happy.friendly- Me:D

Maybe she's a little different
Maybe she doesn't care
Or maybe its just you.